I have been in LA since May 6th, but every day I'm here I'm more and more confused about where I want to live. Based on the info below, where do you think I should check out?
About me: I'm a 29, queer, poc, single woman, hoping to make a career in art/writing. I moved to find more creatives & community, to find my future wife, and to enjoy the warm weather. I do really enjoy swimming, so ideally would love access to a pool or beach. And I really need walkability to get me out of the house, and access to good parks (esp 420 friendly ones). I love thrifting and markets, I am a night owl so really love it when there are places open late near me. And I do have a car, but I really enjoy being able to hop on a bus or walk somewhere instead of having to drive 100%. I would love to have a ~500-600 sq ft studio that feels modern. My budget is under $2800/month
Places I've looked into, and the hesitations that make me confused:
West Hollywood: Very pricey and people say it's catered to predominantly white male gays. Love the nightlife and general greenery
Los Feliz: Pricey, not many apartments, and people say it gets boring living there. Very cute and I like the vermont/hillhurst strips
Silver Lake: Pricey, not many apartments, not very walkable, and people say it's kinda fake/hipster. I love the thrifting opportunities and central location
Echo Park: Pricey, not many apartments. I like the park and location, but not sure if I can find an apartment there.
North Hollywood: Feels small and a bit removed; the walkability of it is kind of limited to a few streets. I do like that it's a bit of a chiller vibe and has a good amount affordable apartments.
DTLA: Everyone seems to have a horror story of living in DTLA. I was about to sign on an apartment in South Park, but was worried that the mess and griminess of the city would get to me. Love the walkability, but not sure if it's safe at night.
Santa Monica: Pricey, lots of tech people. Santa Monica feels like SF where artists are getting priced out, so I'm worried about not finding my people. Otherwise, good walkability and beach access
Long Beach: Far from most other places, I'm a bit worried about there not being as much to do. Seems like there's a good queer community here, good access to the beach and generally walkable in some areas.
Feel free to share new places I should check out! Honestly, I am having a hard time feeling like I love LA. I've lived in SF and Seattle before, and LA just feels very harsh and disparate in many areas by comparison. I feel like in SF/Seattle, you could kind of live most places and be able to access everything else quickly. Not so much here, so I've really been stressing about where I should go. Any help is greatly appreciated!!

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First Ft. Lauderdale Floods - Where's Ronny?
Then Red Tide - Where's Ronny?
Then Mutating Seaweed - Where's Ronny?
AND Now? Portuguese Man O War Jellyfish on Steroids! - Where's Ronny?
LOSING POLL POINTS & NOT IN FLORIDA - WHERE'S RONNY???

FT: Inter Miami CF 1 - 2 DC United

Inter Miami CF scorers: Ian Fray (90+2')
DC United scorers: Donovan Pines (76'), Christian Benteke (90')
Venue: DRV PNK Stadium
LINE-UPS
Inter Miami CF
Drake Callender, Josef Martinez, Corentin Jean, Nicolas Stefanelli, Dixon Arroyo, David Ruiz, Benjamin Cremaschi, Franco Negri, Kamal Miller, Sergey Krivtsov, DeAndre Yedlin
Subs: Christopher McVey, Leonardo Campana, Ryan Sailor, Robert Taylor, Ian Fray, Edison Azcona, CJ Dos Santos, Noah Allen, Shanyder Borgelin
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DC United
Tyler Miller, Mateusz Klich, Taxiarchis Fountas, Pedro Santos, Steven Birnbaum, Chris Durkin, Andy Najar, Donovan Pines, Derrick Williams, Victor Palsson, Christian Benteke
Subs: Yamil Asad, Alex Bono, Cristian Dajome, Kristian Fletcher, Jacob Greene, Brendan Hines-Ike, Erik Hurtado, Theodore Ku-DiPietro, Gaoussou Samake
MATCH EVENTS
2' Miami have been awarded a corner by Marcos De Oliveira.
3' Miami are too eager and fall into an offside trap.
4' DC United push upfield but Marcos De Oliveira quickly pulls them for offside.
5' Free kick for DC United in the half of Miami.
6' In Fort Lauderdale a free kick has been awarded the away team.
7' Miami are down to 10 men after Kamal Miller has been shown a red card.
8' Marcos De Oliveira signals a free kick to DC United.
9' DC United's Taxiarchis Fountas breaks free at DRV PNK Stadium. But the strike goes wide of the post.
9' Miami have a goal kick.
10' Free kick for Miami in their own half.
10' Ryan Sailor is replacing Nicolas Stefanelli for Miami at DRV PNK Stadium.
12' Free kick DC United.
12' Free kick for DC United in the half of Miami.
12' Corentin Jean (Miami) has received a first yellow card.
12' At DRV PNK Stadium, Pedro Santos has been yellow-carded for the away team.
15' Corner awarded to DC United.
16' Free kick DC United.
16' Goal kick for Miami at DRV PNK Stadium.
20' Corner awarded to DC United.
21' It's a goal kick for the home team in Fort Lauderdale.
22' In Fort Lauderdale a free kick has been awarded the away team.
23' Can Miami get the ball into an attacking position from this throw-in in DC United's half?
24' Ball goes out of play for a Miami goal kick.
24' Marcos De Oliveira awards DC United a goal kick.
26' A throw-in for the away team on the opposite half.
26' Ball safe as DC United is awarded a throw-in in their half.
29' Marcos De Oliveira signals a free kick to Miami in their own half.
29' Miami to take a throw-in in DC United territory.
30' Can Miami capitalize from this throw-in deep inside DC United's half?
30' Throw-in for DC United at DRV PNK Stadium.
31' In Fort Lauderdale DC United attack through Taxiarchis Fountas. The finish is off target, however.
31' Miami have a goal kick.
32' Marcos De Oliveira signals a DC United throw-in in Miami's half.
32' DC United awarded a free kick in their own half.
33' Throw-in for DC United in the half of Miami.
33' Marcos De Oliveira signals a free kick to Miami in their own half.
35' Marcos De Oliveira awards Miami a goal kick.
36' Marcos De Oliveira signals a free kick to Miami.
38' Miami have been awarded a corner by Marcos De Oliveira.
39' Goal kick for DC United at DRV PNK Stadium.
40' Free kick for Miami in their own half.
40' In Fort Lauderdale a free kick has been awarded the away team.
41' Ball goes out of play for a Miami goal kick.
41' Corner awarded to DC United.
42' It's a goal kick for the home team in Fort Lauderdale.
43' Miami have been awarded a corner by Marcos De Oliveira.
45' DC United's Christian Benteke is on target but unsuccessful.
45' Goal kick for Miami at DRV PNK Stadium.
45+1' Free kick Miami.
45+2' Christian Benteke is booked for the away team.
45+5' Throw-in DC United.
45+5' Free kick for Miami in the half of DC United.
45+6' Miami are whistled for offside.
45+7' Throw-in high up the field for DC United in Fort Lauderdale.
45+7' DC United are coming forward and Pedro Santos gets in a strike, it misses the target, however.
45+7' It's a goal kick for the home team in Fort Lauderdale.
46' Javier Morales is making the team's second substitution at DRV PNK Stadium with Leonardo Campana replacing Josef Martinez.
46' The away team have replaced Derrick Williams with Cristian Dajome. This is the first substitution made today by Wayne Rooney.
46' DC United awarded a free kick in their own half.
47' Ball goes out of play for a Miami goal kick.
48' Miami awarded a free kick in their own half.
50' The home team replace Dixon Arroyo with Ian Fray.
51' Marcos De Oliveira awards the home team a throw-in.
55' Robert Taylor is replacing Corentin Jean for the home team.
55' Javier Morales (Miami) is making a fifth substitution, with Christopher McVey replacing Ryan Sailor.
56' DC United's Taxiarchis Fountas gets his shot away but it misses the target.
56' Marcos De Oliveira awards Miami a goal kick.
57' Can DC United get the ball into an attacking position from this throw-in in Miami's half?
57' Andy Najar of DC United gets in a strike, but is off target.
57' Miami have a goal kick.
58' Throw-in for Miami in their own half.
59' Marcos De Oliveira signals a DC United throw-in in Miami's half.
61' Throw-in for Miami in the half of DC United.
61' DC United awarded a throw-in in their own half.
63' Marcos De Oliveira signals a free kick to DC United.
63' Miami have a goal kick.
65' Marcos De Oliveira awards the away team a throw-in.
68' Marcos De Oliveira awards Miami a goal kick.
68' Free kick DC United.
69' Wayne Rooney is making the team's second substitution at DRV PNK Stadium with Theodore Ku-DiPietro replacing Pedro Santos.
70' DC United drive forward but Christian Benteke is judged offside.
71' Free kick for DC United in their own half.
71' Ian Fray (Miami) gets a yellow card.
72' Corner awarded to DC United.
73' Throw-in for Miami at DRV PNK Stadium.
75' DC United have a dangerous throw-in.
76' DC United have been awarded a corner by Marcos De Oliveira.
76' Donovan Pines is on target to give DC United a 0-1 advantage.
79' Corner awarded to Miami.
79' Miami have been awarded a corner by Marcos De Oliveira.
79' It's a goal kick for the away team in Fort Lauderdale.
81' Leonardo Campana for Miami has been booked by Marcos De Oliveira and receives a first yellow card.
81' The away team have replaced Taxiarchis Fountas with Jacob Greene. This is the third substitution made today by Wayne Rooney.
82' Marcos De Oliveira signals a throw-in for DC United, close to Miami's area.
83' Free kick for DC United in the half of Miami.
83' DC United's Christian Benteke is whistled for offside at DRV PNK Stadium.
84' DC United are pushing forward but Theodore Ku-DiPietro's finish is wide of the goal.
84' Goal kick for Miami at DRV PNK Stadium.
88' Marcos De Oliveira signals a free kick to DC United in their own half.
89' DeAndre Yedlin (Miami) has received a yellow card from Marcos De Oliveira.
90' Ball safe as Miami is awarded a throw-in in their half.
90' Great finish from Christian Benteke to give DC United a 0-2 lead. Great play from Victor Palsson to set up the goal.
90+2' Goal! Ian Fray pulls one back to make it 1-2. Robert Taylor instrumental with a fine assist.
90+5' At DRV PNK Stadium, DC United are penalized for being offside.
90+5' In Fort Lauderdale a free kick has been awarded the away team.
90+7' Corner awarded to DC United.
90+7' Ball goes out of play for a Miami goal kick.
90+7' Wayne Rooney (DC United) is making a fourth substitution, with Yamil Asad replacing Mateusz Klich.
90+9' A throw-in for the away team on the opposite half.
90+9' DC United to take a throw-in in Miami territory.
90+10' Ball goes out of play for a Miami goal kick.
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NOT LOOKING TO TRADE AT THIS TIME.
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1. GR1 21L 1000D Black Slick Huckberry in Like New Condition $250 A
   
2. Steel 15L MiV Bullet with Red Pulls -Got in a trade and never used it-doubt the previous ownder did either $140 or trade for 20L Rucker A
   
3. Black Claymore -Non adjustable strap - New Condition $75 A
   
4. 5.11 Tactical CAMS 3.0 186L in Black-Brand New, only stored. I used a bag just like this for two deployments and it is amazing-you can fit everything you need to survive for months in this bag… or for a long trip. $100 (Add Shipping-its hefty) B
   
5. Field & Stream 1871 Mountain Scout Outdoor Hiking Backpack w/ Internal Frame 45L Brand New-I bought this before my spouse decided to get into hiking and got us matching packs. $75 A
   
6. GWA Citadel Full Wall Admin Panel with built in iPad pouch by Kenn Walker (Fits in both Full Size and Micro/Crew). I put in a bag and never used it. Ordered custom - looking to recuperate some cost @ $140 A
   
7. 20lb GORUCK Plate $75 PLUS shipping
   
8. GORUCK padded belt, sternum strap, GORUCK Black Spearhead patch, carabiner and sticker and postcard LOT $OLD
   
9. RFF The Chief - Splatter Print Front with sternum strap and pulls replaced with easy pulls. Lightly used for EDC; Overwise in new condition. $140 B
   
10. GR 15L MiUSA Standard Black Bullet-Used a couple times for travel EDC-realized I couldn’t use for rucking because I can’t put a plate and a bladder in. 😢 Changed zipper pulls to easy pull U shape. $100 B
    

PENS/EDC Items:

1. Alpha One Niner MCB Notebook Covers x2 $20
   
2. Borghini (Handmade in Venice, Italy) I got them from a paper shop there) Ballpoint Pen with Parker Fill and Fountain Pen that takes Kaweco style cartridges. $30 A
   
3. Civivi Elementium Dessert Warrior Brand New in Box-Taken out but never carried. $OLD
   
4. LOT: Kaweco Special BP Black w/ Clip and Pink/Black Perkeo Fountain Pen in tin $50 A
   
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6. LOT: VIP Signal Light (Naval Special Warfare model - ADV-VIP-IR-NAVY); Nomadik Card Multitool; Red Carabiner; Bear Popsocket; retractable keyring/ID holder $50 A
   
7. LOT: Tanner goods Natural Leather wallet (retails for $125) and 2 Harris Tweed Scottish Wool Hankerchiefs $30 B
   
8. LOT: WE knife caddy; Benchmade field sharpener used like 2 times to touch up a knife; Benchmade 940 work mat $OLD
   
9. LOT: Titanium pry bar and small bottle opener with plasma ano on it; red SAK $40 B
   
10. LOT: Maxpedition Rollypoly Coyote; Maxpedition EDC Pocket Organizer Black; Reebow Tactical Admin EDC Pouch A
    
11. LOT: RFF Notebook Cover and Rite in the Rain Pen-Matte Black $25 B
    

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1. LOT: GORUCK Black Leather Reverse Flag AND Subdued GORUCK SPEARHEAD $20 A
   
2. LOT: Triple Nickel AND Tuskegee Airman Leather Patches $30 A
   
3. Carryology Orange C with Arrow Patch $15 A
   

FREE WITH SOMETHING ELSE:
-Zebra Disposable Fountain Pens
-Red pens...take them please
If I am off base pricing wise-send me an offer.
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PayPal G&S + 4% for payment.
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TIME: 07:30 pm - 06/03/2023
LOCATION: DRV PNK Stadium, Ft. Lauderdale, FL
WEATHER: 81°F, Wind 2 mph, 80% humidity, 0% chance of rain
WHERE TO WATCH: The match will air exclusively on Apple TV. FREE. NO Subscription required.
WHERE TO LISTEN: The match will air on the radio in English on WQAM sister station WSFS HD2 104.3FM or for free through WQAMAM3 on the Audacy App.
GENERAL INFO:

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RECENT FORM (LAST 5 GAMES ALL COMPS):
MIA - L L W L L
DCU - D L D W D
YOUR IMCF STARTING XI

Position	Player
GK	Callender
RB	Yedlin
CB	Miller
CB	Kryvtsov
LB	Negri
CM	Ruiz
CM	Arroyo
RM	Stefanelli
CAM	Cremaschi
LM	Jean
ST	Martinez

Most days I can push you out of my head, but for some reason today is more difficult. I can't keep bringing you with me everywhere. You're too heavy on my heart and I don't want to keep paying this excess baggage fee.
This is what you wanted to do with the extra chance you begged so hard for? I don't understand how you could come back saying you don't want to be a reminder of the pain you caused me and then turn around and cause more damage and scarring. You fucked it. I always did say you were a Kendall.
Fool me once shame on you. Fool me two, three, four...I've lost count but you get the point. Shame on me. You had me believing you really saw how dim and sad the last year of your life was without me. That you never wanted to go through that again. But just add in a little work stress and the promise that you'd rather face any conflict with me than be without me in your life falls apart.
No matter how much I wanted to believe in you, I always remembered the story you told me about a brewery you were really stoked to go to but your partner at the time wasn't feeling well and you didn't want to go by yourself because you'd feel guilty. I realized I couldn't imagine you ever doing something that selfless for me. It's kind of codependent, but still selfless. I wanted your actions to prove me wrong, but time and time again they just proved what I suspected. You only cared about me when it was convenient for you.
I was the one who made time in the middle of getting ready for my birthday party and housewarming to talk with you on the phone when you said you needed to while you couldn't even figure out how to fit in regular phone calls. You sure made time to repeatedly fly halfway across the country for your tattoo though. Work was busy and you couldn't do a bunch of visits right now? Cool. You could've flown in even if we could only see each other for five hours before you had to turn right back around to show me that you actually took this seriously. It's what I would have done for you in a heartbeat if the situation was reversed. When someone is special to me I make sure they know it without a doubt.
I asked you multiple times if you could make me a priority and you swore up and down it wouldn't be an issue. Your words mean less than the penny now. When your work slows done and you realize what you lost again it won't matter that you know how badly you fucked up or that you think I'm your person. I can't trust a single word out of your mouth.
The saddest thing is that I do believe you truly thought I was your person and that we could have had everything. That you wanted to see me. But when you actually have the possibility of having everything and being in a real romantic relationship with someone you're compatible with you freak out and go cold. You crave and need real intimacy right up until you can actually have it because you realize that would require you to be truly vulnerable and the deep feelings that come with it, managing conflict, and fear. Then you go right back into your comfort zone of hiding out in relationships with people who know are wrong so that you can always keep some level of emotional distance. Time goes on and once you feel safe again that need for intimate connection comes back. Rinse and repeat.
Until you address your issues around your emotional unavailability you will continually crave to have your needs met and trip over your own feet every time you see the finish line. I'm taking myself out of this twisted merry-go-round of yours. You will never be able to be the person who meets my needs and the only thing I can depend on you for is disappointment.
You said repeatedly you can't change your life right now but you've been saying that for almost three years. If not now then when? The answer is never because you won't.
Yeah, we could've had everything. We could have had so many nights just like Ft. Wayne. A lifetime of them. But now you'll just have to make do with whatever happiness you can find without your person in your life.
I hope the loss of me feels like a phantom limb. That you always go to tell me something that's happened in your life and realize with a gut punch that I'm gone forever because of your own selfish actions. That you always sense something integral is missing from you and the void left where we were once so deeply intertwined eats away at you. You know I was the love you'll always remember. The one in your mind on your deathbed while you're still singing "I Don't Like Who I Was Then" to me even after all these years. And you'll never see me again.
It's so sad that our story ends with those being the last things we ever say to each other. Words full of betrayal and pain. My last memory of you will be of you just letting me go and disappointing me after you said you'd never do that again. I guess ours was always destined to be a tragedy. I'm not just closing the chapter on us, but the whole damn book.
I so wish we had learned how to sing a new song together but you've always returned to the same refrain the entire time I've known you. The song of a man with no spine.
Goodbye to the effortless way we talked and bonded with each other. Goodbye to the way you looked at me that first night like I was a goddamn miracle. How you kept reaching over in your sleep to pull me close and make sure I was still there. Goodbye to Sundays hiking with the dogs and spending the evening intimately wasting time until the sushi gets delivered and all the other things that could have been.
There will be no Sundays hiking with the dogs and spending the evening intimately wasting time until the sushi gets delivered. There will be no beach vacations or coming home to me after work and the chicken pot pie I made you. No exploring new places with fingers laced or telling you what I want to do to you at the most inopportune times that have you pushing me into dark corners to kiss my neck. No life where we got to be the happiest and most fulfilled version of ourselves. Those pages never got written. That song never got sung.
You said you didn't want this with anyone else but that's exactly what you've chosen. I'm done lowering my standards just because I loved you.
I'll bury my memories of you, hopes, trinkets, and the list of funny husky memes I saved to send to you when you're stressed into a watery grave. I'll pour a whiskey out for you but only the cheap, shitty kind. You have to be dead to me now. Goodbye, cowboy. I'll probably always miss you, but you just aren't a good person.